[ Oh, that feels good. Taichi stops shaking as he's touched, both relaxing and tensing in a different way. Hikaru's fingers are on his bare back, and suddenly Taichi's ears are burning in a very different way than they were before. Or at least, coupled with the way they were before, because Hikaru's words...
Taichi genuinely can't say anything for a moment because he's just dumbstruck by the physical sensation of Hikaru's hands against his skin and I just want you echoing in his ears. It's still weird, to think that just Taichi is enough. Part of him still doesn't feel like he's earned it, like he's done anything besides screw up and embarrass Hikaru and not be patient enough. Even now, he was just in his own head and overdoing things and trying too hard again, and Hikaru's saying something like that...
Taichi swallows hard when Hikaru pulls back, lowering his head a little shyly but not breaking eye contact. ]
It's really confusing when you say things like that and touch me to tell me that's not what you want, Hikaru.
[ It's not the most romantic thing to say, but Taichi's genuinely not good at knowing what the right thing to say is. He's decided to be as honest as he can right now, because god if that wasn't outright seductive. He smiles, softer than normal, affection and embarrassment both clear in his tone. ]
I want you too. All I could think about for White Day was what the most I could give you was because I wanted to see you smile.
[It takes Hikaru a moment to think about what Taichi means by that because touching him how but then he was touching Taichi's bare skin so maybe it was a lot all at once? But Taichi hadn't seemed bothered by it, just a little shy? So Hikaru's not going to worry too much.
Even when he's pulled back, he's still holding Taichi and Hikaru doesn't really want to let go either. Taichi hasn't moved out of his hold so he assumes that Taichi doesn't mind that so much either.
He's overthinking, he thinks. It's best if he just speaks openly with Taichi because he knows Taichi's trying to do that here, too. And it's so simple, just being told he's wanted and should that make him feel so many things? Something as simple as those words? But it only makes him feel warm and he's happy. He's really happy to hear it and he smiles, almost grins.
Taichi just likes Hikaru and he likes him for him and that's so novel. Nobody's ever tried so hard just for him like this and it makes him feel special. But that makes him want to make Taichi feel special, too.]
You always make me happy. Even when you just message me things like good morning. I see your name and I can't stop smiling. I was happy this morning, seeing your note, and I thought we'd hang out and eat. We'd watch a movie or something and I was excited just to see you. [Has he ever spoken so openly before? Not with anybody else but Kaoru and Hikaru doesn't think it's fair to include his literal other half. There's something nervewracking about it, being so vulnerable, but he knows Taichi wouldn't hurt him. It's okay to tell Taichi these things and he should.]
I'm happy just being with you. [He leans in to kiss Taichi just once, softly.] Doing whatever we want. [He kisses him again but this time doesn't pull away because it doesn't feel like he should and he doesn't really want to. Taichi can stop him if he doesn't want to and maybe it's good for Taichi to know that he has that ability, too? Hikaru's winging it here.]
[ Taichi's felt butterflies in his stomach before, sure. But it was nothing like the way that his whole body felt like it was alert and light and nervous but excited just to be around him. He understood why sometimes people said the ones they loved were like the sun to them. It's the closest thing to the warmth he feels right now. Warm from being close, and little touches and kisses that feel just hot enough that he knows it's probably a little dangerous, but he wants to keep feeling them anyway.
And most importantly, he feels comfortable feeling them. Hikaru's made sure that Taichi doesn't feel like he has to do anything he's too nervous to do, that Taichi's not stuck in his head feeling like he has to push himself. The touching and kissing are just that, even if maybe they have to take turns hopping in a cold shower afterward because Taichi sure feels a lot better about not having to worry about that yet. He wants to! Someday! His body sure reacts to Hikaru and he's definitely had private time thinking of him, but now that Hikaru's talked him down, he thinks.. he wants to feel not just like he likes the way that Hikaru touches him, but that he can come to terms with feeling the way Hikaru just made him feel-- like he deserves to be touched, like he's worth feeling good because they both want to feel good together, not because he wants only Hikaru to feel good. The fact that he relaxed and is enjoying this now, kissing Hikaru back softly and moving closer the way he is, is because Hikaru makes him feel that way... and Hikaru and he both deserve their first time to be something they're both this happy about.
But it is a little cold and Taichi can't help but want to get a little closer to the warmth, so he moves to sit on Hikaru's lap facing him. He doesn't look determined or stressed about it though, except for going slowly because he's definitely never sat on someone's lap before and he wants Hikaru to have a chance to tell him no, too. He breaks the kiss once he's sat there though, for the first time deciding which part of that he wants to do and just checking with Hikaru that they agree on it. ]
Can we kiss for a while and then order room service and a movie? I definitely want to kiss you more now!
[ But he doesn't want to ignore that the rest of that stuff sounds good too, but he can't help wanting to kiss him.. he said just do whatever they wanted, right? ]
[Hikaru doesn't expect Taichi to move into his lap but he's not unhappy about it and he's definitely not going to complain. Not when Taichi has relaxed enough to do this and so he only moves his arms so they wrap around his waist, making sure Taichi knows that he's certainly welcomed in Hikaru's lap.]
Yeah, I'm good with that. [He is more than okay with that because kissing had started to creep into his mind more and more. Not that he hadn't been happy about the kisses he and Taichi had been having but he'd started wondering about doing more. At least only kissing longer than they were already but he hadn't wanted to freak him out any. Hikaru didn't think he had to worry about that if Taichi had willingly moved into his lap and was asking if they could keep kissing.
As soon as Hikaru is agreeing, he kisses Taichi quickly and grins.] We can even cuddle afterwards if you're feeling real risque. [But then he's kissing him seriously before Taichi can say anything else even if Hikaru has no idea what he's doing but he thinks that's fine because neither does Taichi, right? And Hikaru's pretty sure that experimenting and trying to figure out what to do when it comes to kissing is half the fun anyway.]
[ Taichi's shy in some ways, but in others, he's a little excessively forward. Jumping into peoples' arms is something he certainly doesn't mind doing, but for Hikaru he can do something a little further. He vaguely wonders if he stays too long, will Hikaru's legs fall asleep? But he guesses they'll find out. Ultimately, it's less important than kissing or being teased about cuddling (something Taichi was excited to do, too).
He finds Hikaru's hands with his own and tucks his fingers between Hikaru's, happy to hold hands with him even now that they're moving onto more intimate gestures. He's not really sure where to go from kissing gently like they are right now, but he's happy to keep doing it as long as he's got Hikaru's hands in his. It's comfortable here and after the stress of what he thought he was going to be doing today, he's more than happy to bask in it for the rest of the evening. In fact, he makes a little happy hum in his throat in appreciation of the kissing. ]
[As soon as Hikaru feels Taichi's hands in his, there's a smile into the kiss and then he's only spurred on by the hum he hears. Taichi's happy and so is Hikaru and he really likes Taichi. Even as he thinks about what had just happened, his smile turns into a grin and then he's laughing because the feeling is bubbling inside and over. He pulls away only slightly, quick to explain before Taichi thinks them kissing is funny.] I just really like you and I guess it kind of came over me all at once?
[Does that make sense? Hikaru isn't going to ask as he just leans in to kiss Taichi again before Taichi can say anything else. Though this time when their lips touch, Hikaru adds more pressure as he tilts his head just so. It feels good even if it's just simple and Hikaru just chases that feeling as he moves on past the gentle kisses onto something more passionate and deeper.]
[ Taichi looks like a confused pup for all of two seconds before Hikaru explains, then breaks into a blissfully large grin. He does that all the time when he's alive and just thinking about how lucky he is to have found Hikaru. The fact that Hikaru just gets so happy to be here with him like that...
Taichi almost breaks the kiss into his own giggles, but with Hikaru deepening the kiss into something more than they've done before, it ends up just being a quick, light 'hmf' before he feels himself melting slightly. He moves both of his hands behind his boyfriend's back, gently clutching at the hem of his shirt to keep himself grounded. It's very likely going to wrinkle it, but that's far from Taichi's mind right now.
Even if they don't do it today, there's still something he learned from that video he watched that he can try though, so he does, and moves his tongue to poke at Hikaru's mouth a little awkwardly. ]
[Hikaru is really happy with this kiss and how comfortable Taichi seemed to be. With how he grabbed onto his shirt and even if it wrinkled then it was fine. Right now anything seemed fine with how they were kissing. All he can focus on is how nice this is, how it good it feels, and Hikaru's considering going a step farther when Taichi takes that step himself.
And when Hikaru opens his mouth, when his tongue meets Taichi's, he's surprised by the shock it sends through him. It's the pleasurable feeling of it but also the fact that him and Taichi have gotten this far at all. Through everything dumb along the way. He wraps an arm around Taichi's shoulders as they kiss and he's not even embarrassed as he does moan quietly. Taichi should know he likes this anyway, right?]
[ Taichi's an awkward mix of overly affectionate, forward, shy, and nervous. Hikaru will eventually realize that Taichi's nerves come in more when he gets self-conscious or feels like he's under pressure. The fact that he's wearing the highly criticized Juicy pants and Hikaru, prince of judginess, is happy to kiss and hold him anyway is doing a surprising amount for his confidence right now on top of the conversation they've just had taking away the pressure.
It doesn't stop him from getting in his own head, of course, especially after he hears Hikaru moan and thinks he's doing good and that he's got to remember!! The techniques he's learned! Except then he's just thinking back to the porn video he watched with Zuko, and he definitely doesn't know how to do 99% of what he watched even before the clothing was off. It ends up in him kind of awkwardly just zigzagging his tongue along Hikaru's lips and licking at his tongue like he's trying to taste a lollipop. It doesn't really matter how awkward it is, because as far as he's concerned, he's tonguing Hikaru and that feels weird, but good. His mouth is warm, wet, and he wants more... ]
[Taichi has been Hikaru's first everything so far. First relationship, first kiss, and now his first time making out. So it isn't like Hikaru has the experience, not like Hikaru knows how you're supposed to properly use your tongue but he has ideas. He's seen people kissing, seen movies, and while movies are not something you follow for advice? He's also sure he's never seen somebody do whatever Taichi's doing. It doesn't even feel bad? Just weird because why would somebody want to lick your lips like this? There's no way it could feel good for others...could it? Hikaru's not into it anyway and he figures that's what matters.
Maybe it's best if he just takes control of this. Somewhere, in the fog that is currently in Hikaru's mind, he remembers biting somebody's lip. That's a thing. He figures, though, he shouldn't do it too hard so it's more like a light nip, a small tug, and then he's kissing him again. A few close-mouthed kisses before he's trying to use his tongue again, trying to keep it easy. Sucking on the tip, lightly massaging it with his own, and Hikaru likes that. Hopefully Taichi does because Hikaru thinks this feels really good and a lot less of that slimy, weird feeling.]
[ Taichi knows it doesn't feel bad for him either, but it isn't exactly as breathtakingly hot as he had kind of hoped it would be... so Hikaru taking the lead there was a welcome effort. But at least he knows. He'll learn as they go, figuring out what doesn't work and what does. He's nervous when he feels Hikaru's teeth, though, but the other boy is gentle. And when Hikaru goes to suck on the tip of his tongue, massaging, he decides to flat-out tell him. ]
I like tha-mm.. [ He barely pulls away from his lips, not even finishing his sentence before he's back kissing Hikaru again, wanting more. Taichi finds himself doing better responding to what Hikaru is doing in the kiss, like a copycat trying to find his way, and instead lets his hands wander to try to find their way underneath Hikaru's shirt. Taichi gets to be shirtless, he at least wants to see if he can get away with touching Hikaru's back!! ]
[Hikaru's not sure if he's doing any of this well. Is his tongue moving right? Is he using too much tongue? But Taichi had said he likes what Hikaru's doing so it's easy not to think and just do as they kiss. His mind feels like it's in a fog and the only thing that brings it out of it is when Taichi's hands are on his back. Only because the skin on skin contact is different and he likes it.
Although it hits him that he hasn't been breathing like he should and he has to pull away, panting a bit. He doesn't want to stop kissing Taichi, though, so he moves his mouth to the other boy's neck and kissing him there.] Good?
[Hikaru likes this but this is more intimate, he thinks, than what they were doing before. It'd be bad if he gave Taichi the wrong vibes.]
[ In all honesty, Taichi couldn't tell him if it was too much or too little if he asked. He's just happy for kissing and doesn't have enough experience to know the difference. But for now, he's happy he's having the chance to get that experience.
He's out of breath and it's a good thing that Hikaru is more cognizant of that than he is, Taichi likely would've just kept kissing him until he passed out like the doofus that he is. Instead, he tilts his head back to catch his breath and let Hikaru continue on his neck. The shorter boy continues his fingers' journey up his boyfriend's back, massaging lightly and feeling what muscles he has back there. He really wants to see Hikaru without a shirt? He probably can't ask that. Maybe he should try? He wants to makeout without-
Just as he opens his mouth to try to ask (or more likely, start asking and skate into something that feels less scandalous to ask when he chickens out) Hikaru asks if what he's doing with his neck is good and the answer is of course yes, but Taichi is focused on trying to ask for more and lands on: ]
[This is good, Hikaru thinks. The mood is nice as he feels Taichi's fingers on his back, as he moves his lips against his boyfriend's neck. It doesn't feel awkward and like they're really just doing what they want without worrying which is greatly how Hikaru prefers to go about things.
However, when he hears Taichi's question, he realizes that he has absolutely no idea how to give a hickey? And Hikaru, the hypocrite that he is, feels kind of annoyed that he's come across as very much in the know about these things but does not know about this. But he smirks, not letting on that he doesn't know how to do that, and asks:] Do you want one? Figured with you doing so much acting you wouldn't want one but maybe you want everybody to know what we've been doing?
[There, maybe he can deter him away from the idea in case he'd been asking because he wanted Hikaru to do it. And then next time, Hikaru could actually know how the hell you give a hickey because it couldn't be just...sucking on the skin, could it? That couldn't feel good, could it?
It's funny how Hikaru's thinking so hard about this and Taichi about how to ask Hikaru to take his shirt off when Hikaru wouldn't care about that at all and would gladly do it. Being in the host club has really made him not care too much about some things.]
No one wants me to act with my shirt off, I doubt anyone would see it but you unless I find a good bath.
[ He lets out a little laugh at the suggestion, more self-deprecating than directed at Hikaru in any way. He appreciates that Hikaru always seems to make the assumption that someone else is going to notice him even when Taichi doesn't think there's much to notice. Hikaru makes him feel worth noticing, even if on a logical level, he knows that there's nothing really impressive to see right now. ]
I did a lot of research for today. That's how people claim someone as theirs, especially in like.. alpha-beta-omega kind of stuff? Which I guess is what Prismatica was! It sounds like it anyway, but like.. less weird. I guess there are some magical creatures that can lay eggs, but it didn't seem relevant so I skipped reading the rest.
[ Taichi stumbling on weird magical creatures and fairies while trying to learn about the Sex for White Day and casually pretending he didn't see what he saw has been an experience, and in the end he just decided to make Zuko sit through a porno with him. ]
Heh, I guess it's silly since we're not there anymore.
[Hikaru listens to Taichi ramble on, pausing in his kissing because it's actually very hard to multitask when Taichi's like that. Hikaru can't quite ignore him or do anything else but actually listen and when he's done, Hikaru laughs against his neck before he presses a kiss there.]
What did you even read? [He'll have to dig into that later because it sounds hilarious but it's obviously cutting into kissing time and Hikaru would rather be making out rather than have Taichi think about weird magical creature mating habits.
But at the very least, it makes Hikaru get out of his mind because seriously, if Taichi read about laying eggs for the sex he thought they were going to have, it probably isn't a big deal if he stumbles his way through a hickey? And he thinks Taichi wants one or maybe it would help ease the self-deprecation he's going to get into if he doesn't get distracted soon.] You're thinking too much anyway. [And so, he begins to make an attempt at giving a hickey because he's really not sure if it's just as simple as sucking on the skin? Really? So after pressing a few kisses on his neck, somewhere easy for people to see, he makes an attempt. He just sucks there and this can't seriously be sexy or good, right? How would this feel good? When he pulls away after half a minute (because he cannot keep that up, feeling like he's a vacuum or something?) there's nothing noticeable.]
How do you do it? [Now this feels like some challenge he has to figure out.]
I just went to the library and looked up like, biology books, but there are a bunch of fairies and monsters and hybrids. Like mermen that are shark bottoms have two, uh, magic wands...
[ Apparently rambling about this is keeping him calmer than he had otherwise, since he seems pretty calm as Hikaru starts sucking on him. In fact, his voice even quiets down as Hikaru starts kissing him, taking on a slightly husky tone. ]
You're not a merman so I gave up and went for a more traditional means of boys discovering that. You know.
[ He assumes he doesn't really have to explain that he watched porn, it should be obvious. Every boy knows of porn except Zuko apparently. ]
[Here's Hikaru, trying to just give his boyfriend his first hickey and here's Taichi, telling him that shark mermen apparently have two dicks. And Taichi can't even say dick. This is probably the least sexy thing they could be doing as Hikaru's sucking on his neck but Hikaru doesn't mind it. It's just like Taichi and Hikaru laughs against his neck.]
You're from my future and yet you're the one going to the library. I'd just look it up on the internet or something. But that's just like you. [He presses another kiss to his neck.] So I guess it works for me. [A weird way of saying that he's into Taichi being a mess like this. It's who Taichi is and Hikaru just likes Taichi. He makes him laugh. But that doesn't seem very sexy and he's trying to give Taichi a hickey again. This time he closes his mouth around his neck better and when he pulls away, there's a much darker bruise. He's very proud of himself.] Now you have a hickey. [He reaches for his phone and takes a picture to show Taichi because he'd like it if Taichi stayed in his lap than getting up to go look.
Hikaru moves his hands to the other boy's hips as he continues kissing at Taichi's neck. Even if Taichi keeps talking, Hikaru's fine with that. He likes how he sounds when his voice gets husky like that.]
[ There's a lot of excuses he could make, like how it's more private because he doesn't have a library card so it could never be tied back to him, or that he likes holding something better because he's a really physical kind of learner, but it's Hikaru so he just tells the truth ]
I get really distracted on the internet, I wanted to focus on you.
[ On making sure that he got a good experience and that Taichi wasn't a total dweeb about it. Naturally, it didn't work out that way anyway, but he tried.
Taichi looks at the photo with wide eyes, blushing slightly ut he can't help but break out in a smile. ]
It felt good, too. Like you were really gentle? I've heard they hurt sometimes.
[ Thankfully, Hikaru went slow instead of just biting him or something to bruise him. ]
[Taichi wanting to focus on him makes Hikaru smile and even moreso, how happy he is about the hickey and how he liked it. He presses a few more kisses to Taichi's neck.]
If I bit you or something probably. [And Taichi didn't seem like the type to be into something like that if the reaction to how Hikaru had tugged on his lip meant anything. Not like Hikaru's too interested in biting or getting rough, just trying different things to see what they like. He's perfectly happy with how things are but he'd like to kiss him more so he kisses his lips.]
[ Taichi doesn't respond to the question, instead pushing forward so that hopefully, Hikaru falls with his back to the bed so that Taichi can keep kissing him. He's excited and likes to pounce, okay/? And maybe this way, they can make their way from sitting to lying down together. ]
[Hikaru has ended up being pounced on by Taichi three times now and at least, right now, they're on the bed together. Much more comfortable for his back to end up on the bed than on a floor like the other two times.
And with this way, his legs won't fall asleep. So he can wrap his arms around him and kiss him, not even bothering with a slow build-up as he kisses him just like he had been before they took a breather, heated and wet. Hikaru thought he would mind the wet part more but actually, he likes it. He likes tasting Taichi as his hands roam along the bare skin of his back. Although, it does hit Hikaru that he still has a shirt on and Taichi doesn't. It feels uneven and he only pulls away to ask:] Should I take my shirt off? [Their lips are still close enough that Hikaru's kissing him still between words. It's hard to stop kissing once you start he's come to realize.]
[ Taichi blurts out his response with a determination that can only be described as overzealous. It's definitely a want that's been rolling up just beneath the surface and Hikaru just about stopped it from boiling over. If he had a tail, it'd be wagging. It probably is too bad they never got this far in Prismatica, it really could've happened.
Taichi doesn't really want to stop kissing either but he kind of has to to let Hikaru get his shirt off, so he slides down and sticks his head under his shirt so he can kiss his tummy. That's a fair compromise, right?! ]
[Hikaru had no idea Taichi wanted his shirt off so badly. Has this just been a thing that Taichi has wanted? He should have just said so. Hikaru had no concerns about taking his shirt off.
Though before he can even manage that, Taichi's kissing his belly. Is this a fair compromise? Hikaru's not entirely sure but he is laughing. It doesn't tickle and it just feels strange as he takes his shirt off. He sits up, ready to tease him but...this positioning is very reminiscent of something else. Something that Hikaru has only been thinking about since being reminded of Taichi's weird gifts. Hikaru stares down, feeling himself start to blush. He's quiet and if Taichi looks up at him, as soon as their eyes meet, Hikaru looks away.
[ Taichi starts to ask what he's laughing at, but he does catch Hikaru's expression for a very brief second before Hikaru looks away. Taichi hadn't really been thinking about anything other than the way that Hikaru's skin felt different on his face than over his abdomen, how it was similar. His mouth was hot, his tongue moved a lot, it was wet. Conversely, the skin over his belly was taut but smooth, clean, like a flat surface for Taichi's tongue to dance over and tease. He liked them both, in their own way.
But the way that Hikaru was watching him, unable to keep the laugh up or tease him about something, it left Taichi thinking about what else was down there and what the two knights did on that video he and Zuko watched, and the things that Hikaru had made pretty clear he was interested in whenever Taichi talked about. Taichi all but copies Hikaru's expression, glancing off to the side, and going for one of these: ]
Do you want me to...? I mean, I could try it.. if you wanted...
[ He lets out a nervous little laugh. ] Nevermind! No pressure, like you said... Unless you want to...?
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wtf NOTIF WHERE WERE YOU...
Taichi genuinely can't say anything for a moment because he's just dumbstruck by the physical sensation of Hikaru's hands against his skin and I just want you echoing in his ears. It's still weird, to think that just Taichi is enough. Part of him still doesn't feel like he's earned it, like he's done anything besides screw up and embarrass Hikaru and not be patient enough. Even now, he was just in his own head and overdoing things and trying too hard again, and Hikaru's saying something like that...
Taichi swallows hard when Hikaru pulls back, lowering his head a little shyly but not breaking eye contact. ]
It's really confusing when you say things like that and touch me to tell me that's not what you want, Hikaru.
[ It's not the most romantic thing to say, but Taichi's genuinely not good at knowing what the right thing to say is. He's decided to be as honest as he can right now, because god if that wasn't outright seductive. He smiles, softer than normal, affection and embarrassment both clear in his tone. ]
I want you too. All I could think about for White Day was what the most I could give you was because I wanted to see you smile.
dw standing in the way of young love
Even when he's pulled back, he's still holding Taichi and Hikaru doesn't really want to let go either. Taichi hasn't moved out of his hold so he assumes that Taichi doesn't mind that so much either.
He's overthinking, he thinks. It's best if he just speaks openly with Taichi because he knows Taichi's trying to do that here, too. And it's so simple, just being told he's wanted and should that make him feel so many things? Something as simple as those words? But it only makes him feel warm and he's happy. He's really happy to hear it and he smiles, almost grins.
Taichi just likes Hikaru and he likes him for him and that's so novel. Nobody's ever tried so hard just for him like this and it makes him feel special. But that makes him want to make Taichi feel special, too.]
You always make me happy. Even when you just message me things like good morning. I see your name and I can't stop smiling. I was happy this morning, seeing your note, and I thought we'd hang out and eat. We'd watch a movie or something and I was excited just to see you. [Has he ever spoken so openly before? Not with anybody else but Kaoru and Hikaru doesn't think it's fair to include his literal other half. There's something nervewracking about it, being so vulnerable, but he knows Taichi wouldn't hurt him. It's okay to tell Taichi these things and he should.]
I'm happy just being with you. [He leans in to kiss Taichi just once, softly.] Doing whatever we want. [He kisses him again but this time doesn't pull away because it doesn't feel like he should and he doesn't really want to. Taichi can stop him if he doesn't want to and maybe it's good for Taichi to know that he has that ability, too? Hikaru's winging it here.]
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And most importantly, he feels comfortable feeling them. Hikaru's made sure that Taichi doesn't feel like he has to do anything he's too nervous to do, that Taichi's not stuck in his head feeling like he has to push himself. The touching and kissing are just that, even if maybe they have to take turns hopping in a cold shower afterward because Taichi sure feels a lot better about not having to worry about that yet. He wants to! Someday! His body sure reacts to Hikaru and he's definitely had private time thinking of him, but now that Hikaru's talked him down, he thinks.. he wants to feel not just like he likes the way that Hikaru touches him, but that he can come to terms with feeling the way Hikaru just made him feel-- like he deserves to be touched, like he's worth feeling good because they both want to feel good together, not because he wants only Hikaru to feel good. The fact that he relaxed and is enjoying this now, kissing Hikaru back softly and moving closer the way he is, is because Hikaru makes him feel that way... and Hikaru and he both deserve their first time to be something they're both this happy about.
But it is a little cold and Taichi can't help but want to get a little closer to the warmth, so he moves to sit on Hikaru's lap facing him. He doesn't look determined or stressed about it though, except for going slowly because he's definitely never sat on someone's lap before and he wants Hikaru to have a chance to tell him no, too. He breaks the kiss once he's sat there though, for the first time deciding which part of that he wants to do and just checking with Hikaru that they agree on it. ]
Can we kiss for a while and then order room service and a movie? I definitely want to kiss you more now!
[ But he doesn't want to ignore that the rest of that stuff sounds good too, but he can't help wanting to kiss him.. he said just do whatever they wanted, right? ]
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Yeah, I'm good with that. [He is more than okay with that because kissing had started to creep into his mind more and more. Not that he hadn't been happy about the kisses he and Taichi had been having but he'd started wondering about doing more. At least only kissing longer than they were already but he hadn't wanted to freak him out any. Hikaru didn't think he had to worry about that if Taichi had willingly moved into his lap and was asking if they could keep kissing.
As soon as Hikaru is agreeing, he kisses Taichi quickly and grins.] We can even cuddle afterwards if you're feeling real risque. [But then he's kissing him seriously before Taichi can say anything else even if Hikaru has no idea what he's doing but he thinks that's fine because neither does Taichi, right? And Hikaru's pretty sure that experimenting and trying to figure out what to do when it comes to kissing is half the fun anyway.]
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He finds Hikaru's hands with his own and tucks his fingers between Hikaru's, happy to hold hands with him even now that they're moving onto more intimate gestures. He's not really sure where to go from kissing gently like they are right now, but he's happy to keep doing it as long as he's got Hikaru's hands in his. It's comfortable here and after the stress of what he thought he was going to be doing today, he's more than happy to bask in it for the rest of the evening. In fact, he makes a little happy hum in his throat in appreciation of the kissing. ]
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[Does that make sense? Hikaru isn't going to ask as he just leans in to kiss Taichi again before Taichi can say anything else. Though this time when their lips touch, Hikaru adds more pressure as he tilts his head just so. It feels good even if it's just simple and Hikaru just chases that feeling as he moves on past the gentle kisses onto something more passionate and deeper.]
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Taichi almost breaks the kiss into his own giggles, but with Hikaru deepening the kiss into something more than they've done before, it ends up just being a quick, light 'hmf' before he feels himself melting slightly. He moves both of his hands behind his boyfriend's back, gently clutching at the hem of his shirt to keep himself grounded. It's very likely going to wrinkle it, but that's far from Taichi's mind right now.
Even if they don't do it today, there's still something he learned from that video he watched that he can try though, so he does, and moves his tongue to poke at Hikaru's mouth a little awkwardly. ]
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And when Hikaru opens his mouth, when his tongue meets Taichi's, he's surprised by the shock it sends through him. It's the pleasurable feeling of it but also the fact that him and Taichi have gotten this far at all. Through everything dumb along the way. He wraps an arm around Taichi's shoulders as they kiss and he's not even embarrassed as he does moan quietly. Taichi should know he likes this anyway, right?]
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It doesn't stop him from getting in his own head, of course, especially after he hears Hikaru moan and thinks he's doing good and that he's got to remember!! The techniques he's learned! Except then he's just thinking back to the porn video he watched with Zuko, and he definitely doesn't know how to do 99% of what he watched even before the clothing was off. It ends up in him kind of awkwardly just zigzagging his tongue along Hikaru's lips and licking at his tongue like he's trying to taste a lollipop. It doesn't really matter how awkward it is, because as far as he's concerned, he's tonguing Hikaru and that feels weird, but good. His mouth is warm, wet, and he wants more... ]
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Maybe it's best if he just takes control of this. Somewhere, in the fog that is currently in Hikaru's mind, he remembers biting somebody's lip. That's a thing. He figures, though, he shouldn't do it too hard so it's more like a light nip, a small tug, and then he's kissing him again. A few close-mouthed kisses before he's trying to use his tongue again, trying to keep it easy. Sucking on the tip, lightly massaging it with his own, and Hikaru likes that. Hopefully Taichi does because Hikaru thinks this feels really good and a lot less of that slimy, weird feeling.]
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I like tha-mm.. [ He barely pulls away from his lips, not even finishing his sentence before he's back kissing Hikaru again, wanting more. Taichi finds himself doing better responding to what Hikaru is doing in the kiss, like a copycat trying to find his way, and instead lets his hands wander to try to find their way underneath Hikaru's shirt. Taichi gets to be shirtless, he at least wants to see if he can get away with touching Hikaru's back!! ]
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Although it hits him that he hasn't been breathing like he should and he has to pull away, panting a bit. He doesn't want to stop kissing Taichi, though, so he moves his mouth to the other boy's neck and kissing him there.] Good?
[Hikaru likes this but this is more intimate, he thinks, than what they were doing before. It'd be bad if he gave Taichi the wrong vibes.]
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He's out of breath and it's a good thing that Hikaru is more cognizant of that than he is, Taichi likely would've just kept kissing him until he passed out like the doofus that he is. Instead, he tilts his head back to catch his breath and let Hikaru continue on his neck. The shorter boy continues his fingers' journey up his boyfriend's back, massaging lightly and feeling what muscles he has back there. He really wants to see Hikaru without a shirt? He probably can't ask that. Maybe he should try? He wants to makeout without-
Just as he opens his mouth to try to ask (or more likely, start asking and skate into something that feels less scandalous to ask when he chickens out) Hikaru asks if what he's doing with his neck is good and the answer is of course yes, but Taichi is focused on trying to ask for more and lands on: ]
Are you going to give me a hick-hickey?
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However, when he hears Taichi's question, he realizes that he has absolutely no idea how to give a hickey? And Hikaru, the hypocrite that he is, feels kind of annoyed that he's come across as very much in the know about these things but does not know about this. But he smirks, not letting on that he doesn't know how to do that, and asks:] Do you want one? Figured with you doing so much acting you wouldn't want one but maybe you want everybody to know what we've been doing?
[There, maybe he can deter him away from the idea in case he'd been asking because he wanted Hikaru to do it. And then next time, Hikaru could actually know how the hell you give a hickey because it couldn't be just...sucking on the skin, could it? That couldn't feel good, could it?
It's funny how Hikaru's thinking so hard about this and Taichi about how to ask Hikaru to take his shirt off when Hikaru wouldn't care about that at all and would gladly do it. Being in the host club has really made him not care too much about some things.]
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[ He lets out a little laugh at the suggestion, more self-deprecating than directed at Hikaru in any way. He appreciates that Hikaru always seems to make the assumption that someone else is going to notice him even when Taichi doesn't think there's much to notice. Hikaru makes him feel worth noticing, even if on a logical level, he knows that there's nothing really impressive to see right now. ]
I did a lot of research for today. That's how people claim someone as theirs, especially in like.. alpha-beta-omega kind of stuff? Which I guess is what Prismatica was! It sounds like it anyway, but like.. less weird. I guess there are some magical creatures that can lay eggs, but it didn't seem relevant so I skipped reading the rest.
[ Taichi stumbling on weird magical creatures and fairies while trying to learn about the Sex for White Day and casually pretending he didn't see what he saw has been an experience, and in the end he just decided to make Zuko sit through a porno with him. ]
Heh, I guess it's silly since we're not there anymore.
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What did you even read? [He'll have to dig into that later because it sounds hilarious but it's obviously cutting into kissing time and Hikaru would rather be making out rather than have Taichi think about weird magical creature mating habits.
But at the very least, it makes Hikaru get out of his mind because seriously, if Taichi read about laying eggs for the sex he thought they were going to have, it probably isn't a big deal if he stumbles his way through a hickey? And he thinks Taichi wants one or maybe it would help ease the self-deprecation he's going to get into if he doesn't get distracted soon.] You're thinking too much anyway. [And so, he begins to make an attempt at giving a hickey because he's really not sure if it's just as simple as sucking on the skin? Really? So after pressing a few kisses on his neck, somewhere easy for people to see, he makes an attempt. He just sucks there and this can't seriously be sexy or good, right? How would this feel good? When he pulls away after half a minute (because he cannot keep that up, feeling like he's a vacuum or something?) there's nothing noticeable.]
How do you do it? [Now this feels like some challenge he has to figure out.]
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[ Apparently rambling about this is keeping him calmer than he had otherwise, since he seems pretty calm as Hikaru starts sucking on him. In fact, his voice even quiets down as Hikaru starts kissing him, taking on a slightly husky tone. ]
You're not a merman so I gave up and went for a more traditional means of boys discovering that. You know.
[ He assumes he doesn't really have to explain that he watched porn, it should be obvious. Every boy knows of porn except Zuko apparently. ]
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You're from my future and yet you're the one going to the library. I'd just look it up on the internet or something. But that's just like you. [He presses another kiss to his neck.] So I guess it works for me. [A weird way of saying that he's into Taichi being a mess like this. It's who Taichi is and Hikaru just likes Taichi. He makes him laugh. But that doesn't seem very sexy and he's trying to give Taichi a hickey again. This time he closes his mouth around his neck better and when he pulls away, there's a much darker bruise. He's very proud of himself.] Now you have a hickey. [He reaches for his phone and takes a picture to show Taichi because he'd like it if Taichi stayed in his lap than getting up to go look.
Hikaru moves his hands to the other boy's hips as he continues kissing at Taichi's neck. Even if Taichi keeps talking, Hikaru's fine with that. He likes how he sounds when his voice gets husky like that.]
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I get really distracted on the internet, I wanted to focus on you.
[ On making sure that he got a good experience and that Taichi wasn't a total dweeb about it. Naturally, it didn't work out that way anyway, but he tried.
Taichi looks at the photo with wide eyes, blushing slightly ut he can't help but break out in a smile. ]
It felt good, too. Like you were really gentle? I've heard they hurt sometimes.
[ Thankfully, Hikaru went slow instead of just biting him or something to bruise him. ]
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If I bit you or something probably. [And Taichi didn't seem like the type to be into something like that if the reaction to how Hikaru had tugged on his lip meant anything. Not like Hikaru's too interested in biting or getting rough, just trying different things to see what they like. He's perfectly happy with how things are but he'd like to kiss him more so he kisses his lips.]
I want to keep kissing. What about you?
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[ Taichi doesn't respond to the question, instead pushing forward so that hopefully, Hikaru falls with his back to the bed so that Taichi can keep kissing him. He's excited and likes to pounce, okay/? And maybe this way, they can make their way from sitting to lying down together. ]
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And with this way, his legs won't fall asleep. So he can wrap his arms around him and kiss him, not even bothering with a slow build-up as he kisses him just like he had been before they took a breather, heated and wet. Hikaru thought he would mind the wet part more but actually, he likes it. He likes tasting Taichi as his hands roam along the bare skin of his back. Although, it does hit Hikaru that he still has a shirt on and Taichi doesn't. It feels uneven and he only pulls away to ask:] Should I take my shirt off? [Their lips are still close enough that Hikaru's kissing him still between words. It's hard to stop kissing once you start he's come to realize.]
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[ Taichi blurts out his response with a determination that can only be described as overzealous. It's definitely a want that's been rolling up just beneath the surface and Hikaru just about stopped it from boiling over. If he had a tail, it'd be wagging.
It probably is too bad they never got this far in Prismatica, it really could've happened.Taichi doesn't really want to stop kissing either but he kind of has to to let Hikaru get his shirt off, so he slides down and sticks his head under his shirt so he can kiss his tummy. That's a fair compromise, right?! ]
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Though before he can even manage that, Taichi's kissing his belly. Is this a fair compromise? Hikaru's not entirely sure but he is laughing. It doesn't tickle and it just feels strange as he takes his shirt off. He sits up, ready to tease him but...this positioning is very reminiscent of something else. Something that Hikaru has only been thinking about since being reminded of Taichi's weird gifts. Hikaru stares down, feeling himself start to blush. He's quiet and if Taichi looks up at him, as soon as their eyes meet, Hikaru looks away.
For once, he's all out of bravado.]
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[ Taichi starts to ask what he's laughing at, but he does catch Hikaru's expression for a very brief second before Hikaru looks away. Taichi hadn't really been thinking about anything other than the way that Hikaru's skin felt different on his face than over his abdomen, how it was similar. His mouth was hot, his tongue moved a lot, it was wet. Conversely, the skin over his belly was taut but smooth, clean, like a flat surface for Taichi's tongue to dance over and tease. He liked them both, in their own way.
But the way that Hikaru was watching him, unable to keep the laugh up or tease him about something, it left Taichi thinking about what else was down there and what the two knights did on that video he and Zuko watched, and the things that Hikaru had made pretty clear he was interested in whenever Taichi talked about. Taichi all but copies Hikaru's expression, glancing off to the side, and going for one of these: ]
Do you want me to...? I mean, I could try it.. if you wanted...
[ He lets out a nervous little laugh. ] Nevermind! No pressure, like you said... Unless you want to...?
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Wtf where did this notification go
dw still not wanting these two together
it was trying to save their awkward asses
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